August 31st, 2004

Current Music: "let it be"--the beatles Subject: speaking words of wisdom, let it be Time: 04:12 pm Current Mood: twitchy

i'm tired of dirty old men at work staring at me. i feel really good today though. i spent more than 4 hours today on a spotted carpet in the corner of a classroom buried under nearly every children's book ever written since 1955. we had two and a half boxes of books to donate to other teachers and still not enough room on the shelves for all of them. i've noticed that i'm rather picky about what i read. unless it's been recommended by a friend or i'm bored at work i won't read a book until i've scrutinized the back and maybe the first chapter for content, style, and interest.

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August 30th, 2004

Current Music: "penny lane"--the beatles Subject: here beneath the blue suburban skies... Time: 09:54 am Current Mood: accomplished

school starts in, like, 2 days. YES lately i've spent my days learning the finer points of HTML--text manipulation, images, links, buttons--i can even make a form field. how awesome is that, i ask you?! not terribly so, i know, but it gives meaning and purpose to my waning summer existance. it's funny how summer can simultaniously feel eternal and be over in a flash. yeeeah, i think i'm done here.

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August 27th, 2004

Current Music: "she's in a bad mood"--sonic youth Subject: it's been a while... Time: 11:05 am Current Mood: geeky

that's john lennon. and john kerry. i found that very interesting. it's been terribly busy lately. mum had to move the furnature over into about 4 different positions before deciding that she liked it better the way the janitors had it to begin with. nice. but we're getting closer to being done--it looks more like a messy classroom and less like a messy school storage room. but she better not decide to rearrange again. oh, and i finally got confusion is sex plus kill yr idols sonic youth cd, the original version of both predating me. it makes me so happy inside. i'm still looking for goo, which is never around when i have money, and murry street, which for some reason doesn't exist unless i'm out with mum, who can't stand sonic youth. [/rambling]

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August 8th, 2004

Current Music: "under pressure"--bowie and queen Subject: "ma'am, are you molesting me via drive-thru?" Time: 02:26 pm Current Mood: optimistic

hahahaha... i can't stop giggling these past few days. it's lovely to be happy again.

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August 1st, 2004

Current Music: "losing my religion"--r.e.m. Subject: that's me in the corner, that's me in the spotlight... Time: 11:15 am Current Mood: lonely

haven't been feeling terribly good these past few days. i have to work 5 hours, which i wouldn't mind if it was a busy day, like a friday. oh no, it'll be a rainy, nearly dead sunday. can't wait for that... my hair's falling out so badly...i'll be completely bald by the time school starts if this keeps up. awwwsome.

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July 30th, 2004

Current Music: "candle"--sonic youth Subject: and i know she'll be okay by someday... Time: 02:57 pm Current Mood: lovesick

okay: so you're falling in love with someone. they don't love you. they know how you feel and would really prefer you didn't feel that way. they realize there's nothing you can do about it, but they just can't love you back. in fact, they love and are rather happy with somebody else. i hate feeling sometimes

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July 14th, 2004

Current Music: "you know you're right"--nirvana Subject: always knew it would come to this... Time: 03:04 pm Current Mood: accomplished

i feel quite proud of myself. i burned my first mixed cd, and it's pretty good. the trouble is it's about 97% depressing, and all i've been listening to since i've burned it...and so several songs are affecting me more than they usually do >.<;;; down with love. v_v

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July 12th, 2004

Current Music: starfish watching "the crow" with cydney Subject: just paint your face, the shadows smile... Time: 12:09 am Current Mood: angsty

i've gone from zero to angsty in about 2.5 seconds. gotta love those teenage hormones. and i hate it when people say "oh, you just feel this way because you're a teenager, it's all hormones..." because it doesn't feel like that. it doesn't feel like you'll wake up tomorrow and everything will be okay again. and sometimes it isn't all alright in the morning. sometimes its worse. i just rejected several ideas of what to type here. they were all the livejournal equivalent of small talk. i could easily fill this digital wasteland before me with well-written bullshit that will mean nothing to you or i. so, here's what we'll do. instead of all that superflous crap, i'm going to be totally honest. i think i'm turning bitter--starting to wonder if i really want it, if i deserve it, and if i ever will get it. does one need it? is it good for anything? oh dear. that's terribly unclear. goodnight folks.

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July 10th, 2004

Time: 12:17 am

meeee! ^.^ i do this alot, actually...especially with skittles >.<;;;

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July 8th, 2004

Current Music: "asleep"--the smiths Subject: over do it, and have a fit Time: 11:42 am Current Mood: chipper

Reply ANONYMOUSLY with the following: An insult. A secret. A criticism. A compliment. A death threat. A love note. Lyrics to a song. & a Hint to who you are. ;) i know no one is going to do this, but it seemed like fun ^.^

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July 6th, 2004

Subject: why am i awake?! Time: 07:14 am

found this pretty funny

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July 2nd, 2004

Current Music: "asleep"--the smiths Subject: more books. Time: 10:49 pm Current Mood: weird

the perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky is excellent. but i don't want to finish it, because it's so good and charlie is so naive that it makes me so sad...i love him. i love charlie and especially patrick...it's so very good. i've read so many books lately. it's making me so happy. i love reading. but i miss writing...i miss being able to write well, for hours at a time, and come up with something i can enjoy.

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June 28th, 2004

Subject: books. Time: 10:37 am Current Mood: miserable

if this makes any sense, you don't know me is still my favorite book, but 1984 is the best book i've ever read. animal farm was really good too.

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